Fuck la. I'm such a bad girlfriend k .
I pressured you so much that you're avoiding me .
I don't deserve you .
I should've known better this was all just a dream, is was a fantasy that wasn't meant to last .
I did my best to have faith even though i know it was crumbling, i told myself everything will be fine, i chucked away all the negative thoughts .
But you kept planting it continuously, telling me you had no more faith .
I will still stay, you're the one who scarred me, for life .
I loved you, and i will always .
It's obvious, you chose your sis over me .
I chosed you over everything, but what i got in return ?
Was to be replaced .
Fuck .

I hate how i always feel lonely without you. But it's because you're my world, my everything.
I hate how i always miss you. It makes me feel like i'm such a creeper clinging onto you.
I hate how time passes so slowly without you. It's because i love spending every moment with you.
I hate how i get moodswings without you. Because living without you is torture.
I hate how i always feel like calling you. Because i miss your voice so much .
The only thing i love about me is you .

B (r)

He may not be my first, but at this point, he's my last and only one. He may not be my past, but currently, he's my present and will be my future.

He means the world to me, i can't even express it. He leaves me speechless.
My love for him is unexplainable, no theory on this earth can explain it.
Boy i miss your kisses.

Halloween 2010.

Happy Halloween people :D

Love.

Girl: Tell me how much you love me.
Boy: Look at the sky.
Girl: Stop trying to change the subject !
Boy: Just look !
Girl: You don't love me :(
Boy: Tell me how many stars are there in the sky.
Girl: That's impossible to count.
Boy: So is explaining my love for you.

Awwwwwwwwww so sweet right ! I know ! Hehehe !

BRYAN IS AWESOME!

HAHAHA!

IM BRYAN, YOUR BABYBOY AND I AM INVADING YOUR BLOG!!



Baby,

I have never ever regretted starting this relationship and knowing you.
You are my motivation for everything I do.
Thanks for being there for me all the time when I needed you.
I am looking forward for another three years, till then , you will officially be my fiance.

I love you.
24072010

Yours Truly,
Bryan Ang

6 weird things i do at home !

There are days where we get so bored and just stay home and rot and do nothing else. Honestly, i always get those days ever since baby went into ns. Other than unhealthy things, these are the 5 most frequent things i do on the computer.

1. Facebook !

I often check people's profile, poke into people's pictures and one thing i'd definitely do is to click on the links and check out videos ! Baby influenced me since he does that all the time ! Heheheh !

2. Blog !

Blog about the lamest things ever ! Like what i'm doing now ! Hehehe ! I've seen people blog about photoshop fails, apple's website fail, xinmsn fails and all those crap ! Find things to blog about and make things interesting !

3. Youtube !

Youtube songs, any kinds of songs, or like funny videos ! I usually visit youtube to listen songs, or watch pool/snooker videos ! So yeah, personal preference ! Haha :D

4. Twitter !

Tweet about every weird thing you saw, inspiring quotes, emo quotes ! Everything ! Or just stalk people's tweets (I don't really do that ! Don't assume i do just cause i'm able to come up with it ! Muahahah ! )

5. Coin Dozer !

Who knows you might be able to doze out a few thousand coins ?! That's what i always do i swear ! It's just a weird habit/fetish of mine ! Hahaha !

6. Tumblr !



Go look for quotes, read people's tumblr ! It's damn inspiring ! I started this weird thing recently only ! Lots of cute pictures, quotes and everything ! Hehehehe ! I think i'm insane, i even started my own tumblr today ! What a weirdo right . HHAHAHA !

Alright, i think i should head to bed soon ! I'm havin a massive headache ! D: