Honeeeeeyyyyy ~

Introducing a new member of my family
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Honey !
Hehehehe ! My new pig ! Everyone says it looks like me ttm ! Pigggggggggggg ! Sleeps all the time, laze around, eats all the time, and poop everywhereeeee ! Wtf ttm right ! Hehehe ! But it's damn cute rightttttt !
Retarded just like me ! <:

Got it on Friday, just nice also me and baby's anniversary ! Heheheh ! It shits alot alot ! And it eats like alot, that's far from me ! I don't eat alot ! HAHAHAH !
Anyways, revamped my blog cause i kinda got disgusted by how it looks !
YAYYYY BABY'S BOOKING OUT IN 3MORE DAYS. WOOOOOOOOOOOOT !
I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED (Y)
Alright, ciaooooooo ~

1 down, 2 more.

First week down without my baby .
It's hard, but i'm still trying :D
No, i won't break down, 2 more weeks to go .
Have been damn good for the whole week, finished my work and been to school, home-ed right after school, cut down on cigarettes and paid attention.
Only today was bad, pon PE, got offense slip ._.
Lame, last 3mins of class, then teacher called and scolded us . Retard.
Sua. For that two periods, jalan around school and ate with Ryan, Ali, Rafie and Rinaldi. Haha ! Fun ! :D

Then after school, followed nana to ica to do her ic. Saw Yingjie and Cheeyong there. After that, we train-ed back to pasir ris, went to town park to eat and slack while waiting for Jinghui.
After eating, went to find bingrong, talk awhile, then walked to Hai Sing. We damn cb sia, purposely wait directly outside the school gate ! Haha !

Then jalan-ed around ehub, then decided to head down to safra. Pool-ed an hour, then as we left, at the bus stop waiting for bus, we met this girl with special needs. So we kinda helped her. She needed to take bus38, and there wasn't any there, so we said we'll bring her there.
Pea size-ed brain nana took the fucking wrong bus ! Then we had to reroute to tampines cc, then home-ed.
Was damn tired and shag ! Plus my mood abit shag cause never talk to baby today D:
Then he called, and we chatted and stuff :D

OHOH AND WHAT FUNNY WAS THIS -

Baby: Will you be my fiance ?
Me: Huh ?
Baby: Will you be my fiance ?
Me: Huh ?
Baby: Will you be my fiance ?
Me: Say it again .
Baby: Why ? Are you right by your mom ? I don't want !
Me: Nooooo, i'm not on loudspeaker. Just say ! I like to hear it .
Baby: Will you be my fiance ?
Me: One more time ! Last time please !
Baby: Next time i propose if you like that, i walk away !
Me: Orh, so like that, nvm. Sua. -silents-
Baby: NO LA, NOW CANNOT TAKE JOKE ? Love you la ! Joke only right !
Me: Whatever .
Baby: Love you la !
Me: Ask again.
Baby: Will you be my fiance ?
*After repeating 10more times*
Me: Yes.

HAHAHAA CUTE SIA !
Love my baby ttm :D Hehehe !
Alright, shall go to sleep soon. Not feeling that well. I think i've been missing baby too much D:
Tomorrow still got dinner with some people, and like lots of stuff to settle. Hope i pass through these 2 weeks easier .
Looking forward to 1October !

Fate.

This week has been a fruitful week for me. Spent every day of my holidays with baby ♥
As for what's gonna happen in the future, it's heartbreaking, but still, no way to escape it.
He's going into army, and won't be able to book out till new year - according to him .
And i, shall be a good girl and focus on my SA2, and wait for him to book out and get out of damn army.

I know it's gonna be a long and hard road, but it don't matter. I'll hang on, and wait for him :D ♥
I've given him a gift, he just needs to find it. And when he finds it, i'll blog about it.

I trust that you won't change your love for me, you won't give up on me, you won't break our love.

U-nique !

Spent the night over at baby's chalet, it was kinda fun ^^

Screw this shit.

Sometimes i can't help but think too much.
And what's worst, people around me keep adding in.
Really, i'm breaking down.

Darling you give love, a bad name.

I'm surprised baby's home, like honestly. What a way to start a blog entry. Haha he wants me to blog wholly about him. So i guess i shall try, god knows what time can i end this post heeeeee !

Yawwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns.

I have no idea how to start this.

Me and baby went to watch Salt though, it was good. Kinda confusing, but you'll get it figured out. Next movie in line: Step Up .
It looks damn good !

OMG I DON'T WANNA GO SCHOOL TOMORROW D:
I shall not wake up for school :D
And i have no idea what to do after school tomorrow.
Sad case.
K, i shall stop blogging now.
:D

2.09am.

I forgot how life was before, but i don't really wish to remember it yet.

Hiiiiii peeeeeeeps ! I'm back !
Had a super long weekend ! Okay, not really, but i haven't been going to school alot. Was home for Monday and Tuesday ! :D
Been superrrrr busy ! So haven't been updating this ranting space of mine. But i'm making time to do so cause everyone's been like freaking out on me and asking me why am i not updating my blog. Heeeee i care about my readers ! (Doubt i have any....)

Anyways, weekend was fun. Even though i forgot what i did since my life's been super messed up recently ! I think....
Saturday, dearest cousin came over for mahjong session. Was supposed to last all the way till Sunday, but i crashed at around 2am. Then Sunday, went out with parents to shop, spent 100+ on cotton on stuff ! *grins*
Then bi came to surprised me, supposedly he's in Malaysia, but he came back early for me (or at least that's what he said so...)
Then slacked and stuff, had dinner, then i felt sick, like my throat's been hurting and shit, and i've been getting frequent headaches, so he pei-ed me to see doc, got mc for Monday and Tuesday. He still hou lian pi ask for Wednesday, but i was like nvm. Hahahah !
Then after docs, went with him to get his super-duper late dinner, and went home. Ate and stuff, and we stayed up till 3.30 having heart to heart talk with mummy, 3 of us :D
Then mommy went to sleep, we messed around for awhile till like 6, he crashed, then i crashed. I woke up around 11.30, and he woke up around 12. It's funny how he was sleeping on the floor and he landed on the couch with my legs on his lap and how i went from lying on the couch to sitting on the couch. HAHAH !

Anyways, Monday, didn't do much, went to get my haircut, then to Janna's and study, well our study session always go wrong, we studied and slacked a little. Then went to safra and pooled for an hour, then HSH around 11.

Today, went to Bi's till 3+, then went to Janna's to study, we kinda studied, i finished one of my SS essays and kinda read through my physics even though nothing got into my head. Then around 7.45, we headed down to safra for pool. Left around 9.30. Puff-ed for like 10mins, then HSH around 10.20. Heart to heart talk with mommy till like 11. Then showered and shit, now i'm back online woooooooots ! (Y)
Didn't know my weekend would consist of so many words ! Hahahah !
Alrights, shall stop here, my laptop's kindaa dyingggggg :((((
Will be back sooooon :D



Yours Truly,
Etched in my heart and it'll always be there. 12.47am

When it stopped beating.

Went to school with headache and bad cramps.
Baby also sick, flu :( Texted baby till 8plus, then went to class. Had physics, i finished all my work. Good girl :D
Then Shaheeda never come, so called mummy come fetch me from school. HSH at 11.30, then slept from 12 all the way to 3plus. Shiok.
7Miss calls and 12texts. Rofl. Then baby called around 4plus, then went to work. I went back to sleep, woke up around 5.30

Sianzxzx ! Still wondering if i should go school tomorrow, don't feel like attending 3periods of poa and physics :( Fuck la.
My ribcage is hurting and my cramps are being a bitch .
Btw, the NDP this year seems pretty good, i kinda wanna go watch it :( No tix.
Shall go view fireworks though, most likely going Marina Barrage.
Alrights, laptop's dying, shall end here.

9:54pm.

Yours Truly,
Baby, i miss you.

Love the way it hurts.

Insecurity is being a bitch.
And turning me into one.
So is jealousy.
♥

I'm alive ^^

My blog is so dead ! Have been super busy recently, dealing with lots of shit, balancing my study and personal life.
Today didn't go to school, so decided to just sit down and blog for a full 10mins since i haven't blogged in such a long time .
CA's are coming, have been studying hard for these few weeks. Even though i became a terror over the weekends, staying out late and getting into shit, but at least weekdays, i study, and even started to pass my maths tests ! Muahahaha ! So fucking happy !

Anyways, i'm like multi-tasking ttm :> Listening to youtube on one ear, and on the phone on the other, blogging, msn-ing and facebooking .
I kinda lost the touch for blogging, but i will get it back, i'll blog more often and get the feel back .

Shall end this post with a picture !

Threesome !

Its been a long time since i've blogged ! I'm such a bitch !
Teehee i wish i could blog more too but i'm super busy ! :<
Weekdays are like homework, and sleep ! I don't even have enough time for rest.
Weekends got to focus on getting better at pool and stuff. And like there are so many fleas coming up <:
Super excited, yet super busy ! Alright, at least you people know i'm still alive !
Loves, check out the pictures :D







Will post more ! I promise <:

School blueeees ! D:

One night, the moon said to me, 'If he makes you cry, why don't you leave him?' I replied 'Moon, would you ever leave your sky?'

Got back from pooling, shall do a short update first before i go to sleep .
School is starting in 2days, tomorrow going to zoo with sister for her birthday :D (So sweet right :D)
Sunday, hopefully gonna go get a haircut, since my hair is like screwed. Then school starts on monday -Sigh-
School blues.

Anyways, got lots of things to blog about....
Just too little time !!

• Birthday
  
• Tomorrow's zoo trip
  
• POCC
• And many more overdued ones.
  

Alrights ! Shall go shower now :D


Yours Truly,
You're part of my memory now, cause i've met many better

I'm not dead.....

It's been a long time since i blogged ):
I need more time ! 24 hours is not enough, a month of holidays are not enough.
Secondary school life sucks ! Sooooo hectic ): I wish i could blog more ! D:
Anyways, once i get back to my normal schedule, i'll finish up on the overdue posts, like my birthday ._.
And i'm thinking of revamping my blog. Hm, i think i should :D

Yours Truly,
4.48am