Sophisticated love.

Year 2009 has come to an end, it's already 1st Jan 2010. To spoil everything, 2 years away from mother earth's doomsday.
I had to say, yesterday countdown was pretty fun, and i managed to catch a glimpse of the first "sunrise" of 2010, do i dare say that it's gonna be a pretty awesome year? Hopefully.

Looking back, i was pretty upset about the year ending soon. There were so many so many memories that flooded my life, sweet, bitter, happy, sad. Filled with smiles and tears. I really miss those days, where one person gets really upset, and the rest of us would follow suit, and that definitely shows a beginning of a drama.
But i think it's really amazing, i made new friends, lost some old friends, recovered some feelings that i haven't had for 2years, yet lost some feelings that I've replaced with the old ones.

High school was a blast, America was a blast, i really really don't regret making that bunch of friends, and of course every single one who had a class with me. Esp my Chinese class (:
Hopefully, 2010 will be as awesome as 2009.
Go 2010!!
Ciao

PS: Edit!
So, i'm in a better mood to blog, and yes, i miss all my friends! After conferencing w/ Fernando, i feel even sad-er cause i just totally miss everyone!

But there's always someone there to tell me, be positive, look forward. I'm glad, that someone's there for me, all the time.
Even though it's hard, i've managed, for those people who just blow it off with a sentence like "cmon, you'll make new friends, and you'll forget them anyways!"
I just wanna say, you're not going through what i'm going through, you don't have friends as amazing as mine, and if you're able to say that, i can gurantee you won't have true friends with you, cause you're not a true friend yourself!

Maybe i've put on a strong front, maybe i've actually shown my tears, it doesn't matter, cause i'll look forward, yet keep the past in my heart, it's all those memories and scars what makes me such a special person, a person with a fruitful past.
But this year has been great, i've learnt a lot a lot, especially about friendship, through Linsey and Pinky of course!
If you happen to somehow come across my blog and read it, you guys just need to know, no matter what mask i put on, no matter how cold i might seem to be treating yall, i still care for you guys, i had care and i still care.
Iloveyouguys (: