I've also been pretty inactive. Why? Cause my bipolar act-ed up, and yes, i can be called depressed for this week D;
But anyways, Friday, i went to the temple, and i guess i'll be visiting often. There's these 2cute guys who always go there ;D
Today, sent meimei to school, and went walking around Parkway.
And i saw this really amazing store, and she introduced me O2's mask. So i'll try Neogance masks first, and if it's not very good, i shall ask my dad to get that for me ;D
After that, went Marina South, NEWater's park. And it's super chio!
Some pictures i took!
Yes, that's my super hot mommy. She's young huh? HAHHAH.
Then arnd 6, went to this event w/ fam and uncle, and grandpa till like 12, went home, and was extremely sleepy D;
To update people:
- I came up with my christmas list of things i want <3
- I know what i'm gonna get for my fam for christmas, shan't tell you guys till later! ;D
- Those of you who know me well enough to know that i'm from a divorced family, yes, i'm taking my asshole dad to court.
- Somehow, i feel like i should spend more time w/ my grandpa, cause the last time i spent time w/ him was like, what, 10yrs ago?!
- Also, i've been getting lots of pimples and breaking out. Screw Garnier.
- It gets really effective and nice for 3days, and it gets bad from there. Fuck this :
- I'm sorry to those people i've ditched and never replied sms-es to, i wasn't feeling very well. Plus my phone died the moment i stepped outta Bedok D; Fuck depression/bipolarness.
- Yes, i am bipolar.
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy?! Why must you be so nice to me, why must you care about me when i decided that i should let you go?! Why were you so mean and harsh when talking to me, when i decide i should put up w/ you cause you're in my heart? Imy, but trust me, i really can't get too close to you, i don't wanna fall for you all over again, go through that torture just to experience yet ANOTHER heartbreak. I decided that i should and i need to keep you out, please, either let me know that i'm wrong, or just stop caring about me. Don't blow hot and cold against me! D: It hurts : Or maybe, cause you're too carefree to understand that feeling...?
Or maybe, we're just from 2 different worlds, and you'll never ever understand what i'm going through, and you'll never go through them...? You're not my motivation anymore, either prove me wrong and never let me think that way again, or just let me be like that. UGH SHIT.
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