Sophisticated love.

Haven't been blogging alot D:
i just got done watching FTLY and YY 3+1 <3
main actors are cuuuuteee :D
anyways, friday went southlake shopping, spent like $110 for 3piece of shirts and 2 jeans. saturday went galleria and allen,
hm. all i need is a belt and another sandals.
I've been thinking about life once i get back to singapore, a lot.
Daddy's got to bring me to the malls, do some massive shopping, for all the 2 years i've missed. might get the blackberry, i'm still having second thoughts .-.
Err, guitar lessons, and tuitions, and possibly, get a job.
BUT, i'm still gonna save time to spend with my friends.
as for school, i'm still considering to go sec 4 straight or sec 3.
talked to ben about it, he gave me some excellent ideas, but my mum, -sigh-, she's afraid i might get scam by privates.
i realized, i've been crying a lot, recently, i don't know why, but yeah D:
OH. i started reading a book about guys, and now i finally know that, instead of feeling bad deep inside, i should just stand up and yell at him, or tell him "You're being a dick right now ASSHOLE, kkthxbai"
or when i'm pouting, i should just leave! i've been thinking, so much, really, i'm so naive, i gave up so much stuff, for you..
so many shopping trips, self improvements chinese classes, and even my favorite hobby..
i decided, to resume skating once i return, and if i have the time, which will probably be alternate saturdays.
i realized i've missed out on life so much, and now, to think about it, i have so much stuff to do, yet so little time .-.
i've given up on young, teen's love. i'm just waiting for my prince, for fate, for miracles .-. not anymore heartbreaks.
you need some alone time, i gave it to you, and now i'm so used to not having you with me, i'll be fine. i won't even cry or get hurt if you don't do what you're suppose to, all your promises have been buried, and are worthless..