Sophisticated love.

To you:
I made you suffer in the past.
I was the one who neglected you in the past.

I was the one who made you life hell in the past.
I was the one you were missing like hell in the past.
And you thought i was just playing with your feelings in the past.

Now you're the one making me suffer.
Now you're the one neglecting me.
Now you're the one making my life hell.
Now you're the one i'm missing like hell.
And now, you make me think too much and make me think like you're just playing with me feelings.

I'd tell you i didn't mean it, cause i realised how important you are to me.
But i doubt you'd believe me,
If i tell you i really need you back, and i didn't mean to hurt you.
You won't believe me.
You won't want me.
Maybe to you, i deserve it.
Is that why you're doing this?
Or is this how you're feeling.
I'd rather you're purposely doing this than really having no feelings towards me.
If it makes you feel better, i'm screwed now, i'm serious.
I feel like my heart's been torn out.
I feel like a zombie, like i have no soul, like nothing's perfect and nothing's complete without you.

But you won't believe me anymore....