Sophisticated love.

New Year 4days wkend:

Saturday, didn't do much, went for reunion dinner.
Sunday, relatives came, then went over to my dad's side aunt's house. Ang paos came swarming in from them manzxzx! But there was this really old guy, who totally gave my sister one, and did not give me one, just cause he's never seen me before(!) Wtfff right! Then arnd 9plus went home, then went to pasir ris to slack with Felicia, had one can of Carlsberg, then went home around 12:30

Monday, went to bai nian, was supposed to play mahjong, but unexpectedly went off around 7+ to slack with Felicia. Then Ivan and his 2 friends came arnd 8+
Played poker, won some cash (!) Notes somemore :D
Tuesday, went for steamboat, then mahjong, then this really expensive restaurant for dinner, sadly, they serve pretty crappy food :( Oh well.

Valentines day this year isn't worth mentioning, there's no meaning whatsoever :(

Back to school, then went to play guitar with Yiting and Darren. Learnt like few other songs :D
Darren's like my shifu alr heh.

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said...how did you manage to do that.
Few years, and it still lingers in my mind like it's yesterday.
This whole thing is such a big illusion, maybe i should just give up loving, maybe i should just let it go.
....
But i'm not willing to let it go like that, I need you, this relationship is one thing i treasure a lot and miss a lot... Really...
It's been hell ever since i started missing you, every little second without you is killing me, why.
Why is my life always full of confusion? Why do i choose to walk down the painful road, and remember all the memories.....than to let it go!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!